My mission is to bear witness to a particular human experience. Not because what I’ve been through isn’t also experienced by other people. But because I survived the inner hell and even had the privilege of coming back from it. People destroyed, like me, by the application of such total and implacable hatred, from an early age, are condemned to madness, suicide and murder. For there are levels of imposed suffering that are impossible to resist.

Without the loving substance of the Self, there is nothing but a dreadful nothingness of anguish and delusion, a dark, icy space populated by hideous monsters. You have to live with them, eye to eye, and hold on to their conquest. They’re there, inside you, with you, day and night, lying in wait. They wait for your will to weaken so they can snatch you up. So you tremble with fear, you sweat profusely, you’re pale. You can’t talk, you can’t smile, you can’t work either (and, of course, for this, others hunt you down and blame you). You are mobilized for a war that only you know. You never let the monsters out of your sight, and you concentrate all your mental strength on keeping them out. Because if they do, everything that’s still beautiful and alive inside and outside you will be vanquished in a demented orgy of rampage and death.

 Such is the ordeal of evil created by the sacrifice of love. Such is hell on earth. Such is the reason for the world’s horrors.

I want to tell people that what has been lost can be regained, and that there is no fatality to the destruction and misfortune of the living. I want to tell them that the ideal is more than possible. It is the destiny to which we are destined.

Yes, this is true, because these new theories unify the understanding of all the fields of expertise we’ve invented to compartmentalize thought and make the world more complex. This is true because its simplicity resonates with each person in what is most essential to them: their nature, their life, their ideal and their values.

I have an engineering degree in microbiology, a DUT in Analyst Programming IS2A, and a certificate of proficiency in English. I’ve also spent my time studying other subjects and concepts: general and quantum physics, psychology, sociology, astrophysics, the Enneagram. Above all, I intensely stored up inner and outer observation, outside a material world I couldn’t penetrate. I was withdrawn from the world, between heaven and earth, pushed out of my body by intolerable suffering. In other words, invisible stab wounds pierced my emotional flesh every day, through the contempt, rejection, guilt and hatred of which I was the target. I relived the torture of a killing pain that kept me alive all the same. But why? Because this is my duty: to bear witness to the truth that dwells within us and yet which we ignore.

I don’t know if I can call it passion. Indeed, a passion brings pleasure, it seems to me, and it’s possible to give it up, even if reluctantly. As far as I’m concerned, I’d call it an obviousness that pushes me forward like the force of a downstream flow. There is no alternative. No escape. The water follows the slope of the mountain and heads for the sea. I do the same. I follow the slope of the obvious, which finds a voice through the experience of my existence. On this journey, I seek not pleasure but the fulfillment of the mission assigned to me: to bear witness to the truth through science and, in so doing, to contribute to putting the human being back at the center of collective concerns and efforts.   

My first book, “Le guide de l’épanouissement humain”, was a major step towards reality. It required considerable effort at a time when the violence of the currents of unconsciousness (circulating in the voids of substance) prevented continuous and, therefore, structured thought. Unconsciousness, of course, flourishes in the excitement of voids of self, since where there is no self, there can be no consciousness.

I subsequently developed a coherent body of theory describing the articulation between truth (emotional) and reality (material): The Love of Self, The Creation of Reality, The Founding Senses of Thought (and creators of reality), Human and Universal Laws, Emotional Knowledge Preserved or Restored, The Cycle of Destruction of Viarcat (renamed patriarchy), The Specific Incarnation of the Feminine and Masculine.

I have also written several research reports: Les Lois Humaines et Universelles, Le Livret Pédagogique du Savoir Emotionnel, Le Planétaire de Sauvetage.

Finally, I’ve just published a new book, entitled Le Cordon Impalpable, Des Trous Noirs à La Naissance de la Vie. The Cord is the link between feeling and matter, mother and son, love and fear, the desire to live and the need to survive. It also channels the energy that transforms into matter through time and space, from black holes to us, the living. This link is the key to compassion and respect for all life and humanity. It guarantees the value of human normality, by which every being is recognized in its spiritual light. It is the condition for the superposition of reality, constrained by the idea of annihilation, and truth, which calls for transcendence towards the ideal.